I literally don’t know where to fucking go from here, like you were my everything and you did stuff that no one will be ever be able to do and take away from me. All my life I’ve haven’t ever really amounted to much and this has been reflected in my life in that I was always in the bottom groups at school and I was forever being moaned at if you don’t out the effort in you won’t amount to anything which came true in some aspects,  but then you came into my life and gave me hope, you helped me love myself and what I am, you helped me with my college work and deal with deep rooted emotional problems that I have never told anyone else, I will most probably never find anyone that amounts to what you are and I was foolish to chuck that all away just because I couldn’t deal with issues and my own personal insecretes. I’m just a centered little “boy” that won’t ever amount to much.

I literally don’t know where to fucking go from here, like you were my everything and you did stuff that no one will be ever be able to do and take away from me. All my life I’ve haven’t ever really amounted to much and this has been reflected in my life in that I was always in the bottom groups at school and I was forever being moaned at if you don’t out the effort in you won’t amount to anything which came true in some aspects, but then you came into my life and gave me hope, you helped me love myself and what I am, you helped me with my college work and deal with deep rooted emotional problems that I have never told anyone else, I will most probably never find anyone that amounts to what you are and I was foolish to chuck that all away just because I couldn’t deal with issues and my own personal insecretes. I’m just a centered little “boy” that won’t ever amount to much.

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One of the reasons why we crave love, and seek it so desperately, is that love is the only cure for loneliness, and shame, and sorrow. But some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths about yourself are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. And some things are just so sad that only your soul can do the crying for you.
Gregory David Roberts, Shantaram (via wordsnquotes)